Saturday, July 8th, 2006
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2:22 pm
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For complicated reasons, I ended up surfing the TM journals today. And I keep thinking I want to come back. But a) could I keep up? b) will it intefere with the life I though I was going to start happening that has yet to materialize? c) will the constant revolving door of characters and difficulties in communication start bugging me again?
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Saturday, February 4th, 2006
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9:06 pm - Sacrifice
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What is the greatest sacrifice you've made for love?
I came down, I left my resting place to find him.
I wanted to plead with him to help us restore order.
Is that the greatest sacrifice I've made for love?
I do love him.
And the father "so loved the world".
I wanted to save the world they love so much.
So I came down. I left my resting place to find him.
To return, I must pass through the gateway of death again.
The Patriarchs said there will be no deviation from the laws.
I am alone and I have no light except for my thoughts of him.
This church doesn't comfort me.
This world is so dark and violent compared to that world of light.
Is this Hell?
Is this the greatest sacrifice I've made for love?
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Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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7:41 pm
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New Years Eve Reflections: Over the last year, did things go pretty much as you'd expected or planned, or did your life take a significant, unexpected turn? Overall, was it a good year or one that you want to put behind you as fast as you can? (canon or fanon)
This year has not been as good for me as I had hoped. I have not found That Which I Seek and I have begun to think that I have made a mistake in coming here. Surely it was arrogant of me to assume I could fix everything-I am just a weak human. It was arrogance that she could create life, which caused the Sophia to fall.
This year I've been more lonely than I thought I would be, one can never go home again and I have no place here.
Mary Magdalene
Mythology/The Bible
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Friday, December 23rd, 2005
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2:07 pm - Happy Chrismukkah
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Mary places the last glittering little ornament on her tree and stands back to admire her work. Not bad for her first ever Christmas tree! The dining table is set with her best china, and the menorah is lit in the window.
(this is a TM based party, all TM muses are welcome, you know the rules-no killing, nothing unconsensual, if the pups need a room, take it to another journal so it doesn't clog my inbox. But...feel free to leave a link, lol)
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Friday, November 25th, 2005
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9:13 pm
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Saturday, October 8th, 2005
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6:38 pm - A person to forgive
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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1:52 pm - OOC
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Friday, September 30th, 2005
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10:58 am
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10:41 am - Most people wish I
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Most people wish I had never been born.
I exaggerate. They don't mind my existence, what they mind is me having had opinions, and refusing to retire to the background. Dan Brown was wrong about a lot, but he was right that the larger role I played is generally censored for a reason. Because I ruin the official story.
Even if you toss aside all of the sex and marriage bits, I preached, and I was as equal to the men as our society could handle. I was no camp follower, I was no shield maiden, I was no "groupie".
Protestants can sometimes accept that, although they still have trouble with the sex. But Catholics can't admit it, and so I ruin everything by simply being me.
I wouldn't shut up then, and I won't shut up now.
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Friday, September 9th, 2005
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9:45 pm
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Sunday, September 4th, 2005
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10:04 pm
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Thursday, August 25th, 2005
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4:49 pm
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Hey, look. I"m OOC.
Still on the computer restriction but I see light ahead. I also finally read "Lamb" so I'm ready to incorporate whatever I need to from that, I think I see a way everyone's back stories can mesh.
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Monday, August 8th, 2005
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11:28 pm - My strength
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9:48 am - for ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) no_subtlety : Skydiving
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Thursday, July 28th, 2005
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12:14 am
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Now this, this is weather I'm used to. I'm stretched out on my patio with a pitcher of limeade, I'm in my swim suit, sunning myself on a lawn chair. And I have Harry Potter to read. It's nice to have nothing to do.
I haven't got any leads on him. None.
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Friday, July 22nd, 2005
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2:04 pm
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Happy Feast Day to me
Happy Feast Day to me
Happy arbitrarily assigned official Feast Day to me
It's my Feast Day and I'll cry if I want to
(cry if I want to?)
Cry if I want to!
It's my Feast Day and I'll cry if I want to!
You would cry too if it happened to you.
but I am around for any gifts or petitions you want to throw my way *giggle* Or if anyone just wants to go out and get drunk with me.
current mood:  weird
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9:39 am - Oy.
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Sunday, July 17th, 2005
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7:14 pm
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7:12 pm
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Friday, July 8th, 2005
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10:26 pm
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I feel compelled to write my thoughts on this terrible new tragedy. What I have to say is difficult to hear, but believe me when I say I know what I speak of. I have always struggled with this.
( Blessed are the peacemakers )
current mood:  exhausted
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anxious
amused